sorry to hear that. and I do know how you feel! if misery truly does love company. My H thinks it is his right to go through all my mail, and gets mad if I delete any. he used to wake me up in the middle of the night all mad because he had run accross replies that he couldnt find the original message meaning I deleted it and was hiding something. I try to make it a habit to delete all my mail but sometimes I get lazy and my inbox gets loaded with messages, I get so much mail everyday and cant get to it all so I leave stuff to make sure I reply.
sorry you are depressed. me too. and I am on meds. at the moment I am feeling like my life is more then I can handle. But hey I ve muddled through much harder times with a lot less knowledge.
hang in there. you know where to find me if you ever need an ear. I think you give wonderful help to the board. just your feelings help so much.