H talking D again.. after 3 mos. of piecing

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I probably saw my H for one of the last times yesterday. I am moving out of the house and back to my hometown 3 hours away before he returns home from Christmas break on Dec. 30th.

When he comes home me and all my stuff will be gone. We had already discussed division of furniture in the past. Smaller household items I will just divide myself. The house is going to be pretty empty though because as the woman of the house most of the decorating and wall hangings were mine.

I am imagine he will start to get very lonely after awhile being in this big partily empty house by himself. I do not plan on contacting him unless its absolutely necessary such as to discuss finances, listing house on the market, etc.

I am still feeling so sad and disappointed about the loss of my marriage. I never wanted things to end this way. I am glad I took him back and gave him a second chance tho because atleast I can look back and say that I did everything I could to save our marriage.

Today I am finishing up my Christmas shopping and spending time with family. I am trying to focus on all the positive things I have in my life.

Is there a different forum that I should move to focused on people moving on with their life during/after divorce?