Need advice and support to keep hope

[Denver_2010]

Thanks for checking in Zeng. I am hanging in there. It is up and down. I was a wreck last night, but better tonight. Having problem understanding how WAW has just left, having very little contact, and seems to be doing just fine. I don't see how someone goes from being in love, to just nothing. She used to be so upset and depressed when we'd have arguments or when I'd threaten to be done with R (prior to M). She just seems to be completely different person.

Having step son who is missing me makes this more difficult.