Hi Denver, I know, I was in the local walmart the other day, and it made me really depressed. I'll be glad when the holidays are over, That's for sure.
Since its been a couple months for me I am starting to sleep better, and eat better too. At first, I would wake up all hours of the night and just chain smoke. And I went three months without smoking!
To be honest Denver, I question myself on why I still love her. She is staying with her EH, and has her own set of problems, that's for sure. We don't communicate at all. Last emails were over a week ago. I went "Dark" it's not like she cares.
There is alot involved in this situation. That's why I am so lost.
It does seem like it would be easier giving up at times. Being in limbo is the worst. Sorry you find yourself feeling down too. Hang in there!
