I am seperated from my wife. We seperated in June, dated until September. Officially seperated in September. I really feel like I am losing my mind at times. W was the WAS. I have been on an emotional roller coaster for months now. One day I want her back more than anything, the next I think I don't want her at all. I am not so sure this is how I really feel. Just a coping mechanism to deal with the pain.
This really stinks. What a time for it too. (around the holidays) The situation really has me messed up. At times I think a divorce would be in order, because I somehow think it will make me feel better. At least I will know where we stand and what's going on. It's not what's in my heart though.
