H's MLC - finding compassion and forgiveness

[Mila]

Journaling -

I've been Xmas baking and getting ready for the holidays....Tonight we are all three going to my FIL's...H requested by email that D & I pick him up...

Yesterday D went to pick up something at H's place...said the OW was there....didn't volunteer more and I didn't ask....but I must say it upsets me when D is exposed to the 2 of them together...trying not to think about that...wipe that woman out of my mind....

Late last night I posted some pictures of D & I from our ski weekend on FB...and promptly early this morning H commented on how great we both look....(I wonder if OW was right beside him when he was doing that...doubt it...maybe she was in the shower or still sleeping)

2 more emails from H this morning.....1st email - he is volunteering in a political campaign and asking me if would I like to get involved as well????
2nd email - Do I have a Xmas card for his Dad or should he go and get one?....

Really...he has OW with him in a tiny apartment and still finds a way to keep talking to me....is she OK with that?...I doubt that she knows....

I really don't know what to think about his behavior....does he just think that we are all going to be one big happy family while he carries on with OW?....or is he just that confused....if he was done with us would he be trying to keep me involved in his life?....very confusing.....