Thanks for your replys guys. It means so much to be able to talk to people who understand the sitch. My friends are supportive but they just want me to get over him and move on, which as we all know is not that easy. I have been seeing a doc who has prescribed anti-d. They have helped but I still get my low days, like the one described above. I saw my C yesterday and described some of the things my H was saying/doing to try and get some insight into what the hell might be going on in his head. she told me if I wanted to get him back I needed to swallow my pride and reach out to him. Despite this going againt the DB plan, as far as I am aware, I decided to give it a go and invited him round for a home cooked hot dinner. No surprises he turned me down and I ended up getting hurt again. I guess he can't be missing me that much............
