First, I want to thank both you and Nutmeg for your kind replies.
I don't know that I'll stick around, it all seems very hopeless. It appears that once my husband left, I was on the fast track to divorce without my knowing about it, and now that fast track has transformed into a luge course. I really have to ask myself why I even want him back,given the circumstances.
BITS Me-51, WAS-52 Kids 2 M-26yrs, H.left 2009, 2 more Bomb drops, Reconnection spring 2013 Change is inevitable, personal growth is a choice. Love is a action and choice you make, every day.