H talking D again.. after 3 mos. of piecing

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Thank you for the advice. I understand what you are saying. I am done acting "crazy". I got it out of my system now. I have no desire to stay married to him any longer.

The EA started at end of July 2010. He moved out to a male friend's house 8/6/10. He came back home 9/16/10 saying he loved me, missed me etc. and had cut off all contact with OW. This past week he started telling me he wanted a D again. I now know it is because he is talking to her again.

I am tired of being his doormat. He came home after work tonight and ate food that I cooked. Not for him but for myself and he just helped himself to the leftovers without even asking. Then tells me he has to go back to work at 7:30pm and never comes home. What a joke! He is a fool if he thinks I am going to waste anymore time on him.

I know we are suppose to be saving our marriages on here, but I have been through enough since July. I am done. I just need support now to move on and get through the pain.

I emailed my resume to my old boss who told me previously she would have a job for me if I ever needed it. As soon as I secure a new job I am moving back to my hometown 3 hrs. away. I believe that will be best for me and allow me to move on. Having to be in the same house and see his face everyday is not going to work!