Kaboom

[girlfromipanema]

Just last Thursday night, I was driving home from work and thinking about how grateful I was for all I have in my life. I felt so much love for him and I was thinking he probably saved my life in the beginning of our relationship (prior to getting married). That's a whole other long story but I suffered a bout a severe depression and he helped pull me out. I don't know if I'd be here today if not for him.

Because those thoughts of gratitude and love are so fresh in my mind, I'm uncertain if I have grasped the full extent of damage yet.

These next few days, weeks, months are sure to be a bumpy road. Sigh.