Sanderika it would only be normal for you to want to enjoy that "togetherness" and if it was only for "old times sake" who could blame you for want of a better word..
But as you say it is cake eating, I allowed some cake eating when it seemed that H was coming home, but I had a date to stop, so you would be right to say the day the D happens you are no longer his wife and not being one to sleep around it will no longer happen!
I know you have your son to think about but I certainly had decided that if a D was to happen I could no longer be a friend to H, I couldnt have been around him playing that part, I would not have been his friend but his XW so I had planned only on seeing him when my son had special days in his life and I wanted to attend, bearing in mind S is 23 it wouldnt have been that often..
Try and detach for the time being now, see what Xmas brings and maybe pre-empt the ending of your M and you not being a friend talk so that he knows what is going to happen. Strange how some WAS seem to need a D to start afresh even if it happens to be with their LBS.
Always thinking of you!
Rabbit
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Once lost but now found and happily married again!
