Thank you, bluestar. I can see I've come a ways since November, but still see how much further I need to go.
H knows I have bad depression. He doesn't know that I'm getting treatment at a mental hospital for it. But if he wanted to, he could try to use the depression against me. Going to the bank today to see if I can qualify for a loan on my own or if I need my dad to co-sign. I'm hoping since it's a relatively small amount, $1,000 at the most, the bank will be able to work with me.
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