H talking D again.. after 3 mos. of piecing

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Thanks for the suggestion. I looked it up online. There is one a couple hours from us. I am going to share the info. with my H, but am not sure he will be willing or that it will help.

This morning we had a long heart to heart and he basically said he wants a divorce. He says he doesn't hate me and isn't angry about anything. He just doesn't feel the way he used to about me. Basically the same thing he said a couple days ago about there not being any passion. I remained calm throughout the talk and was not overly emotional, but I did cry a couple times. Once when we talked about separating our belongings and he said he was keeping one of our dogs.


We have two dogs that are like my children. It is going to be a big loss for me not having both the dogs with me. We surprisingly agreed with dividing most things.

At this point I am just accepting the reality of the D. I just can't keep going through this pain and I can't stay in a marriage where my needs are not being met and with someone that doesn't love me anymore. It hurts too much. I don't want to spend the rest of my life with someone who has no feelings for me anymore.

I do think he will end up regreting his decision once I am gone, but at that point I don't think I will look back.