Thanks. I feel I have done a lot better on the day to day basis. I have settled down, and I am becoming more calm. Everyday life with us seems pretty good right now, so why push it into something else. I think I am finally excepting that this isn't going to be fixed for a long time.
Since my patience has grown for the present, maybe that is why my focus has turned toward the future, or what she is going to do. I guess I will work on that now. I was just trying to be prepared for whatever may come.
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