Hardly hear from H all weekend because he is busy shopping with the new gf.
Then today, he calls me first thing, wakes me up to tell me that he put the kids christmas presents in my truck (which was locked, he knows code) then he asks me to go pay his Post office fee, and he will pay me back, then leaves money for me and asks if I will fix him some goodies for work, which a few weeks ago I told him I would. He asked if I would pick which gifts are from him and which are from santa and if I would wrap for him too.
Ok, we are separated and he has another woman in his life, so why am I the one doing all of this??
He has texted me right much today asking different stuff about kids and how I was and just saying Hi.
I dont get it really. He sinced that I was a little down, fussed and wanted to know what was wrong with me. I just said it was times like these that I missed him some. He replyed that he understood, and that he missed me some too.
I gotta stop saying that to him, but it was said and I cant take it back. I know, I miss who I thought he was. I miss the good things. Makes me sad that he is with someone else for the holidays, but nothing I can do. And I know we cant be together.
Saw one of the women he had an affair with yesterday in the christmas parade. She was one of the married ones. I have no idea what he was thinking. She is one of the most unattractive women I have ever seen. And Im being serious. Why would my H want to be with someone like her? Or even the one he is with now???
Kissak
"What time I am afraid, I will trust in thee." Psalms 56:3 M-37 H-37 S-10, D-15 M- 1993 First bomb- 12/23/06 Came and went too MANY times! Gone again 10-25-10
