IB I am feeling the same about wanting the holidays to go away and get to 2011 already. I've never felt that way before, wanting time to SPEED UP. I've always been the opposite, counting the days of the holidays away feeling regret with the passing of every one.

Then I tell myself don't get yourself too excited, it's not like it will be 2011 and suddenly everything will be terrific day one. But I hear you, I sympathize. There is such ugliness in all of this and such anguish. I feel like we want a clean slate and a new year usually represents that.

You do sound really strong and competent in your posts above, though, and you sound like you have a plan, and that's all to the good. (((HUGS)))

M45
Bomb 6/09; EA 6/10; Divorced 1/11
Proud single mom of 7 little feline girls and one little feline boy
"Fall down 53 times. Get up 54." -- Zen saying