Punkin and Zen - Thanks for your input. I wish I could go to bed on December 19th and wake up on January 1st. This is such a difficult time - trying to be "up" when I feel so down. I am trying so hard to put things in perspective...it's very hard though. IB
M-48/XH-48 M=25/T=28 years Ds-24,22/S-18 D - 3/11 A Day at a Time