The different path... Continued

[Mystik]

Just got back from picking up DS from H. Whore and BC still with him. H mentioned they had gone to Target. Great, playing happy family with my son. DS has a scrape on his leg, said while he was at Whore's brat's grandparents house he got it. Fan-freaking-tastic. My husband is bringing my son to the whore's parents house. I find that inappropriate on so many levels, but can't control what H does with DS during his time.

This whole damn mess just feels wrong on so many levels I can't even wrap my head around it. I feel like while I have made some progress that I'm still stuck and always will be.

I'm losing my excitement for Christmas, knowing that I will be alone Christmas morning while my husband and my son are together with Whore, not me. Can we just skip from the time DS leaves on Friday until the time he comes home Saturday? Just have that block of time not exist? Please?