Trying to move forward....

[kissak]

Thanks guys....Having a hard weekend. Its hard excepting my H's choices that he has made. They affect me in every way. Even my kids. Yet, he has no clue. My D is so aggravated with him and how he seems to have no time for them. She even mentioned it to him the other day how she felt like he was trying to get rid of them...of course her dad got mad with her for even saying that. He doesnt get it. I have no idea how to make him understand it and I feel so bad for my D. She already feels like this OW and her kids are more important than she is. It just makes me mad!! Yet if you ask him, he'd say "its not like that".

Well, his ems building had a christmas party for the kids like they do every year, and the kids asked about him taking him. Funny, he didnt think about it or even remember them asking him to go.

He is in lala land. I know him and the OW went to go buy the rest of our kids christmas presents from him, so now I have to deal with knowing that.

We are watching a parade today that Im sure he and the OW will be at. I did have to ask him to respect my feelings please and not come watch it in my business's parking lot. Or across the street from me.

I HATE FEELING LIKE THIS AGAIN! Im sooo mad at him for all of this! Im SO angry!! UGHHHHHHH>>>>

Sorry guys, just needing to vent.

Tired of him not speaking to me on the weekends, yet when he goes back to work, I hear from him all day long! Thats gotta stop too!!