Hey home run on the first date! I'm sure some would feel lucky to be in your shoes. As for feeling guilty about it, it happened it happened, not the end of the world. You learn, reevaluate and make the necessary changes for next time.
Me: 35|WAW: 38|D: 6yo | http://tinyurl.com/2dxx7m6 Feb 2006, left, came back in two weeks Aug 2006, left again Apr 2007, filed for divorce Dec 2007, reunited Mar 2010, moved out, filed again