Also Sandi... Yours is a rare case I think... Most WAWs I've read of don't even consider trying as u did. I just want to know why mine could be so harsh to me after giving my all to her. Being turned off like a switch and the attempts to remove me from her memory is so hurtful. I mean how can someone treat the father of their 4 kids, who is now raising them all without them, a man who loves them unconditionally, with such heartless acts. I'm left feeling she may have never loved me. Despite what W says, I was there alot for her, many times when noone was. I paid off the home and made us financially secure, listened to her compromised and swallowed my pride for her, appologized when she was wrong. I LOVED her! True Real Love. I can't believe I still do, I sometime wanna just slap myself silly.
So tell me why? How? From your experience, how can she shut me off so easily and seemingly forever... Like I never happened. Like I'm nobody and mean nothing to her.
