Thanks for the post. I guess I am human. I have held so much in for so long I guess the lies have just gotten to me. I am beaten down in so many ways. Let me clear a couple of things up. In her letter she said she has seen the changes in me and is happy that I am making them.
She also says that I am her friend and she loves me. I take those as good signs. So whatever I have been doing to DB has had some help. I don't think I can ever condone her talking to OM after I have requested it for so many times. Now I guess she knows my position and will have to do what she thinks is best.
I must be honest Sue, I sometimes wounder if I can make it through this for another year. You clearly have someone that is being dishonest with you and not being honest with herself. It can really zap your strength. Last night in someways it was good to get mad. I have been holding so much in for so long that I needed to get angry.
Thanks for your tips they always help put me in the right frame of mind. I think I will be able to keep my cool for awhile. One thing I do know is that going forward no matter what I do she is going to talk to OM
