Hi How are you. Today is not that great. You are blessed to have your h home with you. I wish I didnt tell my h to leave when i found out he went back to ow in Feb. My s went out with h last night and then they went to my mil house where he is living. I think he and ow are living in the basement because mil has to have a nurse live in now and she took spare bedroom. I wonder if h keeps ow hidden in the basement when my s goes there because i told h i never want my s around her. i told my s if he ever goes there and she is there to call me and ill come get him. I wish h missed me around the holidays like Im missing him so much. mil or h did not ask s how i am like they usually do probably because of court letter h got this week. I dont know if i shou;d follow thru with d the value of my house is dropping everyday like everyones and i know real estate is not a good investment now. but i cant sell it unless i d him. but then he would marry ow and that would kill me to. this is a no win situation and i am very sad.