Wow Di - are we twins? 3 years ago when this crap really heated up I can remember saying to my kids "a handful of bad decisions shouldn't erase a lifetime of good." And I have believed that - but it's now more than a handful of bad decisions. It's a complete eradication of the man I married. He is not present in any manner.
We had a terrible ice storm on Thursday. Did H call S to check on him? - No. He is completely detached. Why do I care so much for someone who doesn't care about anyone but himself? I don't know the answer.
Upside - all these words from other people are just those - words. All of us have faith that WHATEVER you choose to do - will be the right thing for YOU. And I think you should be kind to yourself and proud of yourself for making those kinds of choices. They will be the thoughtful, reflective decisions of what is best for you.
We got your back sista:)
M-48/XH-48 M=25/T=28 years Ds-24,22/S-18 D - 3/11 A Day at a Time
