they really come back

[mdoodles]

hello sanderika! i often think of you, i do not check in here too often but when i do, i look for you and do not think i have seen any posts from you...

as for my divorce, it is bitter between the lawyers but almost done. i think h drags it on because he knows he doesnt want to marryher and she is there waiting to be married....

i received a copy of the stipulation yesterday, which would be out final agreement should we agree...im in no hurry for a final divorce, as long as i have health insurance and child support, im not looking to be remarried tomorrow lol...

cant remember, but did i post they had baby? yep, they did. and live with my in-laws. unbelievable right? and here h is, not happy and wanting to only spend time with me. hahahaha...

im definitely over it. there is no going back, no fixing it. however, i do know it wouldnt take much on his part to bring my feeling back, but the baby really sealed the deal on this one, not to mention i cannot trust him and the financial damage is too much for anyone in my family to bear.

ive had a great time since i moved out of that house. had a serious boyfriend (no longer though) and i was in love him and still am....whole other story completely but it is so interesting to me that after what i went through getting over h, it was so possible to fall so deeply for someone else...ugh, im trying to get over him now and its not so easy! i need divorce busting over a boyfriend!

please fill me in on how you are doing! im glad to hear u have accepted the situation, i know it isnt easy and no one can force the feeling.that is what i have to remind myself about my exboyfriend. cant force the getting over it feeling. it just happens. and it [censored]!

but believe me sanderika, life is good on this other side! i look back and see that h isnt so much the one for me...im too bubbly and fun and he is just not lol...