I can't sleep. Since Wednesday, I can't sleep past 6 am. I wake up at 4 and can get a little more restless sleep with strange dreams, but once 6 am comes...I am wide awake. I don't know if I am nervous about the children's program since I am in charge, anxious about seeing H on this important weekend, or so upset about it all and I am so much holding it in that i don't realize it. I will see what happens Sunday when this is all done.

My Christmas party was great last night! Tons of fun. smile and now I am on break and I can't sleep.

Me29 S3
H left 4/1/09
I file 8/2/10
Divorce final 5/17/11
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