Ive read through it and i have to say i feel for you. I myself would kill to even be able to spend that much time with my wife. But that is neither here nor there, the fact remains the same that i have a long way to go and it is not going to be easy. The main reason for all of this is that i always wore my heart on my sleeve with my wife and to try to act cold with her is an insanely difficult task. But at this point if i am to even have the slightest bit of hope with her i am going to have to do it and try and build some intrigue on her part.
