I appologize, writing is not my strong suit. As for the affair, it was multiple. she ahd lived a sheltered life then i came and let her of the chains. She had a problem but after the last time we split she got it under control and there were no problems for 3 years. What happened was that i made a positive change in myself and forgave her for her past . . . i just didnt let it go, which i recently have in light of this new situation and my realization of her true importance to me.
