Am I piecing? Just can't tell...

[Sad_but_happy]

Thanks Sandi,

That is exactly what I needed to hear...

I think she can tell that I'm in to hurry to ML (though I would jump at the chance if I knew she were ready).

I will continue to read the signs and act based on what her "body" is telling me...

I remember a month ago we were discussing R and I told her that I wanted to do so much for her and if I thought she were ready I would show her. As an example I asked her if she would be receptine to a candle lit dinner...

I WAS SOOOO DUMB FOR ASKING HER THAT!!!

I looked so weak and unattractive... Would I ask someone I were dating if they would be receptive to a candle lit dinner? NO!!! And I could see the discust in her face! From that day on EVERYTHING I've done was/is done with confidence!

I know I will get her back in time...

We had another very nice night last night. Wine, reading, talk of a new life in a new place, and spooning...

I just need you guys DB'ers to keep me on track...

And Sandi, I WILL NEVER take anything for granted again. Women are precious gifts and my gift will never get away again... I hope!