SIC, I am right there with you buddy. We are in so very similar sitches. Like you said before, it's like I am reading about my own life, less the OM. If I had more time, I'd post something similar myself. I just saw yours really quick before I run into a meeting.
Hang in there. We can try and talk each other up and get through this the best we can.
Fake it til you make it, pal!
M42 W38 D5D7 M8 Living as 'roomates' since 9-12-10 Moved out 1-7-11 FIL threatened to kill me 1-20-11