I am so confused. Woke up this morning thinking maybe I am just wanting to take control back. H has to know that I know. Maybe I shouldn't worry about what has been done or not done in the past. Only try to live my life this way going forward.
Am I trying to correct mistakes in the past when I should be building strength for the challenges that are in front of me?
So many questions. No clear answers.
Tough stuff isn't it? The questions and answers part of all this is normal.
You are doing a wonderful job right now. The majority of your focus is on you and your D which is great. Stay in the moment and please do not let this...
Originally Posted By: hope for zen
Kind of think H is planning another bomb drop too, so I will be facing something.
be the reason for your unrest. Have faith in yourself, you'll do what's right for you when/if the time comes.
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Tonight is my second night off from being mom. I get my girl back tomorrow morning, so I'm trying to get everything I can done before then.
Ahh yes, all too familiar....dishes, laundry, cleaning blah blah blah. It's nice to use your alone time to get caught up with everything. This can also be a fun time for you too. Shopping for a new shirt? Nice!! Getting out with friends and enjoy yourself with this time is refreshing too.
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Need to shake this sinus cold and get some rest.
Yes indeed, you don't want it lingering around for Christmas.
It may not seem like it to you right now, but you are handling all this extremely well.
Take good care of yourself, get better, and have a wonderful holiday!
