Am I piecing? Just can't tell...

[Sad_but_happy]

harrier,

I say all these things here on the board but I don't say them at home. At home I am dedicated to my M and my W. They are some of my feelings that I will never share with W.

I do believe most of them without feeling superior...

case in point:
*I AM the only person filling a love bucket
*She IS difficult to live with and rigid
*Everyone has options so I'm just stating a fact
*I DO believe WAS play a dangerous game (and many have regrets)
*I DO believe that after being hurt long enough you become cold/indifferent

Now the only thing I'm not sure of is the flirting...

Now having said all that, these things are never in my head at home. I vent here because it helps me process my thoughts. At home all I want to do is shower my wife with love, affaction, gifts, and security.


I don't feel attacked at all. Your insight is very helpful and you have great points. Please keep it coming... it keeps me grounded.