Maybe. You stated your position, she understands why - let it be.
It's an incredible opportunity for you. Get excited, start posting your intinerary on FB with videos of the locations your are stopping in. Tell your male friends to come down and visit. Be "the most interesting man in the world." Come up with a name for your adventure. You plan your trip and keep her in the loop. She lost the privilege of being involved by spending time with another man. You are the Captain of this ship.
Quote:
Out of the night that covers me, Black as the pit from pole to pole, I thank whatever gods may be For my unconquerable soul.
In the fell clutch of circumstance I have not winced nor cried aloud. Under the bludgeonings of chance My head is bloody, but unbowed.
Beyond this place of wrath and tears Looms but the Horror of the shade, And yet the menace of the years Finds and shall find me unafraid.
It matters not how strait the gate, How charged with punishments the scroll, I am the master of my fate: I am the captain of my soul.
M22,H45,W45 S21/18D12 Retain faith that you will prevail in the end, regardless of the difficulties and at the same time confront the most brutal facts of your current reality, whatever they might be.
