It's not over till it's over- part 2

[awest1217]

It is actually nice when you don't worry about what H is doing and you and S. It is hard to let go, but it really does help. I am wishing you the best. I promise it does get better, but it takes time. For me, it took me almost 1 year before I was ok and didn't have the major rollercoaster dips. Don't feel bad that you are sad. It is ok.

I remember reading in your last thread about how you feel your self-esteem to be low. What I recommend and what helped me is to go out and get yourself something that you feel amazing in. Whether it is a new hair cut, a new outfit, a new purse,etc. Anything that will help you feel good outwardly. I can't tell you how much that has helped me. I have gotten things to make me feel good on the outside and slowly the inside healed.

Wishing you the best!