Moving Forward

[gutwrenching]

Sandi
You are the probably the only reason that I would be willing to accept my W back for the kids and not for me. This summer I would not have and she said all the right things and was coming back for us...and well, we see how long that lasted!

I too hope she wakes up before its too late...too late creeps closer and closer...cause these days I have too many of those days where I say I can't take this any longer.

I am still amazed at the return of the fog. I can't get my mind wrapped around 4 weeks ago, even though she was starting to think about OM, she told me that I beat him hands down in every comparison other than that initial spark/connection...so no worries. And now...

Nothing significant to report from yesterday.
W has IC followed by a joint MC session on Sunday. Therapist said she was probably going to work this Sunday so if that worked for us, she would pencil us in. W later commented "C must think we are in real deep trouble if she is willing to see us on a Sunday"