today was not good my son is depressed again and i text h and said son didnt go to school because he is heart broken for what h is doing. I know i shouldnt have text him but i get very sad when son hurts. i found out after i did that h is looking to buy ow a used car and they are buying more furniture. i think they r going to fl. together soon this is very sad. i was suppose to go to support group tonite but i didnt want to leave my son alone. I was close to mil but sometimes we didnt agree on things. I use to drive them to dr and to the grocery store every week when fil couldnt drive any more. My mil was very instrumental in us restoring our m last time but we arent speaking now unfortunately. i sent her flowers 2 mos ago when she was in hospital for pneumonia.
