Feeling sad and confused. Tired mostly. Little angry. Want H to go away. Want H to come home. Want my baby with me. Want her daddy with us both.

Need a break from being the responsible one.

H walked out and left me to take care of our baby, three geriatric cats, a house, and the bills. Everything.

Taking D3 for a walk tonight. It is warm and she wants to see the lights in our neighborhood. She is so amazed by all this holiday stuff.

Please pardon the pitty party. The sad sort of hit me out of nowhere tonight. Hopefuly I will feel a bit better when we get back.