feelings as OW seems to be on way out

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I'm not really sure, BH. I have been trying to keep up w/exercise routine but I think that I miss the intensity that I was able to apply when I wasn't working.

And I am not always very happy w/what I am doing for a living. But lucky to have job.

New Guy has pulled back a little and I guess part of me is both a little scared he is really into me and part of me is afraid that he isn't. I guess I am just not sure about things right now.

I have moments of missing X quite intensely.