Hang in there GW. Try not to let your fears get the best of you. I know you don't think you got anywhere with the C appt, but don't forget that it can take a few days after a C session for things to start making sense for a person. After my appts with my IC, I always feel like she's picked up my brain and shook it hard for a whole hour! - it takes some time for all those 'pieces' to settle into their new, better spots from which we can make better decisions. And don't forget - fears and gut feelings are often just beliefs; not facts.
I cannot complain for not receiving from others, that which I've never asked them for.
