Now that I think about it, not to long before the bomb I remember her saying something about getting older and just not having the sex drive she once had. Which never was strong anyway. Now I just take that as an excuse knowing what I know now. I am sure of the problems she has with me, but if there is something physical, I am sure it is not helping.
After the bomb she told me things like she was tense just driving home from work. Meaning she was going to be around me. She said she even thought about drugs but did not want to do that because she just sees it as a cover up. I need to mention that she is a pharmacist.
I had mentioned before that I had seen that she was looking up stuff on the computer about diabetes. That may have had something to do with work. I do not mean to be snooping, but now I have found a new prescription of hers. It is synthroid. I see where she has looked at it on the computer and it is for hypothyroidism. The symptoms do mention possible depression,but I will have to do some research on that.
The sad part is, like you said, what can I do about it?


H-40 W-38
Together-20
Married-12
boy-7 girl-3
bomb-9/17/10
No papers
live together
No affair