Moving Forward

[gutwrenching]

Will post more later.. 3 hours with the C yesterday. C said a lot of the right things, but I don't think any of it sinking in. Only hope is in her IC appt this weekend. C told her she has to end it with OM but W said she hasn't made that decision. W said she will never be free of the guilt, C said oh I can help you with that and get past that quickly. C told W that staying for the kids and the security were the right reasons to stay.

Bunch of other stuff, but with W still getting fix from OM, don't think we really got anywhere.

C pushed me hard to commit to staying together through Christmas. I said ok there, but still want to think about it. W is fogged out still and still in contact with OM.