Twink, Thank you for the encouragement. I saw H last night and realized he does love me he is just a confused person and I cannot MAKE him want to be with me and the babies - nor would I want to. He has to make that up for himself. He has moved on - making plans without us for the New Year and future and I need to do the same - even if it is breaking my heart. I am going to continue to support him but I am not making him or us the focus of my life anymore
