It'a All About Me

[Sanderika]

Hello IRMA,

Thank you for your kind words.

Hello Rabbit,

I sure hope this is what it looks like. I feel it is, as I have read much about how it goes. He has attempted to break free many times and can't. This feels very different somehow.

I really have truly decided that if it is meant to be I will be fine. I do not want it but am in total acceptance should it need to happen. I will understand the reasons now where as before I could not have understood. Is it maybe because I know we are close to each other and it appears to me and H that there is nothing or no one who can truly divide us. Am I delusional, I don't think so.

H sent me a joke text in the middle of the day today (btw, he is working out of state). He does this quite often now....I look at it as a breakthrough. He is beginning to have fun with me again.

Oh everyone, this is what I want for Christmas. I want my precious family to reunite with each other again.

Thank you all so very much,

Sanderika