Am I piecing? Just can't tell...

[ScaredinCanada]

I can't help but say that your so very lucky (I know it's hard work that gets you there) because I know I miss the physical contact. Anything!

It also scares me, because I can only imagine that I would feel like kid getting his first kiss if it where to happen to me.

It's been well over a month since my W has initiated ANY physical contant with me.

For you I guess you should let her "drive" so to speak, and keep telling yourself to take it slow - and not get to caught up, until it becomes a normal.

I feel good for you though, and I hope you can continue to build on your R.