The hurt is unbearable and I have got to get my sh*t together for these kids. He has been my priority for too long.

Augtan, I will have to read through your sitch, they do seem similar, it is actually scary how so many are.

I was doing much better til I spoke to him on the phone as our d6 was sent to the principals office today twice, excuse I know, anyway he was not hateful but not nice either and at work. after I hung up i received a text saying I like that u are waiting for me... I am going to puke, he apparently has his women mixed up. It is one thing to imagine it but to receive a suggestive text intended for another woman that you would have gotten in the past is so so hurtful and disgusting and wow, I cant even tell you how awful I feel.
I called him and he denies sending a text, he was driving a stick shift so his phone must have sent one of those quick text things or something, I am paranoid. still lying.


Me 38
H 39
T 22years
M 15years
DS 14, DS 12, DD 6
Bomb 3/2010 h's 39th bday
"Temporarily" Separated 6/7/10
H EA cant let myself believe anything more.
H files 10/10