Its not about what they say, its about how they act around you as well, it takes alot of the spirit out of you.
I am glad that you have the amount of fight and self-dignity that you have left.
Whatever you do, ensure it is not a reaction - but planned action.
Spend time with people who want to spend time with you. Do things that you want to do. Handle your personal responsibility.
I do have a life and am having fun with my friends. Not chasing any skirts though, although I do yearn for some "warm" female companionship. This existence is getting old in a hurry.
I am getting to a point where I am ready to drop the rope except of course for the kids broken little hearts and my own welfare, being the man, I'd get royally screwed in D court.
I'll tell you what, If I did ever react emotionally to the hurt she's putting on me, I'd be in jail for battery by now.
Me 53 XW 50 M 18 Years +2 S14 D19 Bomb 10-24-10 Served 1-27-11 Mediate 4-21-11 Civil D Final 6-2-11 No church anullment "A man is not finished when he is defeated, he is finished when he quits."
