Forest i know im hard to deal with, but im going to do this starting today. No more conversations with her friends about us, no more i love yous or i miss yous. Our conversations will be about our child and nothing more. no more pursuing or begging. This is where im going to start. I am still taking care of myself i still hit the gym 4 days a week so thats not an issue. Going to start hanging out with my guy friends and quit feeling sorry for myself. I am a good husband and person i have made mistakes and know the things i have to change. Whether she comes back or not is her choice.
