Moving Forward

[gutwrenching]

I wouldnt be surprised at all if there is someone else he is dangling. When W and I were headed to S lat spring, and he was still M to his W and hadn't even told his W that he was going to leave, and he and my W were in the heights of the EA...he admitted to have a one weekend PA with yet another woman...

But it took almost 4-6 weeks after that for my W to see the light and realize that he was probably always going to be that way...

And then 3 months later, she forgets again...

I am trying to carefully/properly navigate between steel and velvet. I have relaxed into velvet at the moment because she is serious about seeing the FT I have picked out...she is going tomorrow and just a minute ago said she is going to talk to the FT about whether or not we both on this first visit or not. I really don't care. I know that is what the FT is going to push for though...