Hang in there buddy. I am feeling pretty hopeless myself, but I am determined dammit! What have we got left to lose? Just GAL, do 180s, LRT, leave it all out there. In the very end, you can look in the mirror and know that you did everything that you could.
M42 W38 D5D7 M8 Living as 'roomates' since 9-12-10 Moved out 1-7-11 FIL threatened to kill me 1-20-11
