Well, now you have to move forward with whatever you are going to do next. Hopeless sometimes turns to hope when it seems impossible. Get that little book I was telling you about, it is biblically based, I wouldn't have gotten it otherwise. I read the Bible all the time, too, but a little concrete advice from another source helps, too. Get it at Amazon for less than five or six dollars. If you are standing for your marriage, don't let someone tell you to divorce your H unless you are ready to give up.
